I got up with some energy. Worked too hard around the house and crashed by noon. Didn’t think I would make it outside today. After a 2-hour rest in bed, we finally made it to the beach. So, my day’s objectives met.
My Vice of Choice: Envy
Most of us choice our vices in life, usually subconsciously. In my present situation, it appears mine is going to be envy.
Some have wondered why not anger. I ask again, anger at who? Nobody did this to me.
Bitterness isn’t a temptation yet.
Another choice would be self-pity. I may come back to that one later. I guess I’ve seen so much evil and tragedy in the world that self-pity isn’t a temptation for me right now.
But envy is trying to seep into my soul though all the porous crevices. I think it is true because my world was so big before. We were planning one of our most daring trips this summer, a trek, with a friend across Greenland. Suddenly my world isn’t much larger than my bedroom.